Me, Myself & I

I'm always there when somebody call, In need of my help
I look around, but they gone when I need it myself
It's been too long since I've had to put my pride on the shelf
I carry on, but inside I've been screaming for help
And I don't think they seeing it how I see it myself
They Probably couldn't give a fuck, so it's me and myself
It seems I'm down on my luck
Cos shit ain't looking up
It's been a couple months and still I feel like I'm nil
Still I feel like myself
Surprisingly with all that I have seen
This New York nigga said I could be whatever I believe
And I believe, that I've got this power deep inside of me
It's kinda frightening, the potential that keeps on heightening
This how I ride the beat
Rhymes as far as I can see
They denying me like I'm everything that they tried to be
Bitches eyeing me
I ain't got the time to be wide asleep
Cos chick, I'm trynna be that Role-Model figure I ain't seen
ironed jeans, man that shit foreign like it was Siamese
Hand me down sneakers
Don't want em, I want the finer things
Cop that Icey ring
Won't respect me if I don't buy these things
Hip hop the opposite
When i'se growing up, they ain't hide a thing
And now it's lie and lead
Can't believe that they too blind to see
So I'm not minding me
This my business, the reason I could dream
So of course I speak emotionally
A pretty penny for my thoughts, just save a token for me
I'm broke and I'm free
That beats being rich and shackled
You trust fall on your dawgs, they be quick to catch you
So quit the hassle
Man Iv'e saved a bitch from the castle
I'se caught up in the Devil's lasso
Don't regret that I had you
I just regret that I had to
Onto the next, and I'm baffled
My blood and sweat too impactful
I can't be sweatin' no damsel
My handles, is something that you finna get
Fuck the internet, I'm lit as cigarettes
Homie want the smoke, he can get it next
And I ain't wanna hear no more Goat talk in the town
Boy I've been that, where you been at
Ive been going Triple G fast
You hitting beanbags
So we can't be in the same conversation
Boy I barely leave the house
I Don't even know when it's raining
Why should I be filled with pride
Coz I rap, man that shit is dangerous
The state of my thoughts is training
I'm keeping focused and patient
I'de rather work to a goal than to sit there hopelessly aiming
I grab the scope and I aim it
I smoke this dope cos I'm anxious
Admitted, I am addicted
I know it, I'm trynna face it
Now I smoke on fine occasions
Getting high as Uranus
I made-it out of a place that could seem entirely dangerous
Amen
I can't find
Just how I've
Stayed alive like all this time
If I die
Please don't cry
Wipe those eyes, I'll be just fine
I'll be just fine...
I'll be just fine...