Am I Worthy

I wanted to be the biggest and baddest of rappers
They all keep talking bout trapping
I'm coming with talent so none of it matters
They could be carrying weight
But the fact that remains is they know that I'm fatter
You're coming with nothing the dumbest of brothers have done it
So how are you badder
Enlighten me, how does it matter
Cuzzy I'm coming with knowledge and power believe
In what I've achieved
Came from the depths of the bottom and what I have been
Should never be seen
Hurt people around me, the money had made me believe
That person was me
But I just grew tired of liars my hands on my knees
Till I rolled up my sleeves
Look
I wasn't the type for a short and a tie
That's what I honestly thought
But when a brother suits up, he looks certainly fly
So I went and I bought
Trust me the trap is a trap you'll be serving for time
You'll get left on the floor
So mama she planned the escape coz them serpents will lie
I owe her with my life
Yeah
And I'm not mad they forgot about me
Remember days, used to talk about me
Had to find myself make it all about me
Needed the silence all around me
Spent late nights in my mind
Date nights to the side
I would just waste time and get high
All I did was make mine to get by
Something's wrong
Didn't wanna go on the road that was right in front
Like am I worthy of what I want
And it's right in front
Something's wrong
Yeah
All of that time spent on debating
It was just right there for the taking
Am I worthy
Something's wrong
Acting there's nothing wrong
On this road I'm thinking is it worth it
I was wrong
Now I'm saying come along
I'ma show you that I'm worthy
Yeah you know I'm coming for loot
Not alone I'm coming with the troops
Enemies are gunning for a truce
Couldn't stop me running to the booth
See my spot, they wanna see me lose
Scheming plotting bunning me a zoot
Had to pick me up and make tides turn
Asking questions like 'Am I worthy'
Had to switch it up and put "I" first
Do you get it
Had to focus on me
Came back with a new perspective
Show them what I could see
From young days, I was writing cah
That's all I wanted to be
Over 10 years of writing bars
Producing hundreds of beats
But I didn't get much when dropping songs
I did it for the love I know it's long
No sleep, no munch when I was on
Have you ever had a love you thought was wrong
And it felt so right, but I dealt with life
So I took some time, for a healthy mind
Just to look alive, fill myself with pride
Get some wealth through life
But what I felt inside, quite strong and why
Wasn't on the mic
But I've grown inside, and it coincides
Coz I know it's time
Won't forget about me
Remember what they all said about me
They all thought I was getting out
But I was never gon let you down
Spent late nights in my mind
Date nights to the side
I would just waste time and get high
All did was make mine to get by
Something's wrong
Didn't wanna go on the road that was right in front
Like am I worthy of what I want
And it's right in front
Something's wrong
Yeah
All of that time spent on debating
It was just right there for the taking
Am I worthy
Something's wrong
Acting there's nothing wrong
On this road I'm thinking is it worth it
I was wrong
Now I'm saying come along
I'ma show you that I'm worthy
Journey through the fire let it burn
Way too many twist and turns
Way is goes, gotta live and learn
My time's had me in a swerve
My life listen to the words
Gotta show them everything I'm worth