Fuck Up

I could wake you up again to tell you that I'm sorry for the way that things have been. God, I bet you're worried. I can't seem to shake this sinking feeling. the world outside my door seems to keep moving, am I the only one who seems to keep losing? I can't seem to shake this sinking feeling

I'm just a stoner in a shitty band. Never had a backup plan

I'm a fuck up, is that what you wanted? do you want it?
With that said, this could be my last breath. If you want it. Do you want it?

So what do I do on these days that I'm depressed? Cut out this heart in my chest. Incinerate and start over again. If this is how its gonna end. Always at my expense

Wasting my time, wasting your time, wasting away