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It's getting late
I called your phone
Never thought I'd see the day where you left me in this bed alone
It's so hard to believe
(I swear to god this feels like a dream)

I stayed awake
Waiting for you to show
Thinking of all the things I could do to get you not to go
I pray for you not to leave

You lay in bed, I lay awake
I'm recycling every word that you say
I know it's late, but I can't wait
Cause baby it hurts, it hurts me

You lay in bed, I lay awake
I'm listening to every move that you make
I contemplate
Cause baby it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts me

Sitting face to face but you don't look at me the same
I hear the words you say but why you calling me by name
Choking on our words and now I feel it getting harder to breath
(This isn't what it's supposed to be)

I lost myself I'm human I thought I knew who I was
I just needed some time but baby you just needed love
I just wanted to show you who we were and who I thought we could be
(Just wanted us to be free)

And now I'm sorry for the things I did that made you drown
I'll understand if you leave
Cause out of everybody in your life that let you down
You never thought it would be me

So tell me now what you want to do
Don't want to live this life unless it's with you
So please let me know
(Please let me know)

You lay in bed, I lay awake
I'm recycling every word that you say
I know it's late, but I can't wait
Cause baby it hurts, it hurts me

You lay in bed, I lay awake
I'm listening to every move that you make
I contemplate
Cause baby it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts me