If I Was Beautiful

If I was beautiful
Magnificent and sought by all
Covered in scars that crawl
Disgust me until I just fall

If I was beautiful
I could just do it all
No stopping me, yeah
No stopping me
I'm running in fields of glory

If I was beautiful
I know I can make it work
You won't have to fight me and spite me
You won't run away, run away

If I was beautiful
My soul being dutiful and dark gold
Stained by the world I accepted
God please, accept me, accept me

If I was beautiful
I can't just say that anymore
If I was even worth the measure
Can't I just leave as I came