What I Wouldn't Do

You’re living on the right side of my brain
It’s heavy, carrying you around all day
You’re quiet, but you’d have a lot to say if you knew
I’m tired of thinking about you
Why can’t I think of things that I want to
I’m hard wired
Heartstrings that only play your tune

If only I had had the sense to never learn your name

I’m sick of who I am
When I’m around you
I don’t want to know
What I wouldn’t do to make you laugh

It’s lonely living life this way
Quite scary
I’m haunted by you every day
You know me
But you don’t know I’m singing about you

If only I had had the strength to just forget your face

I’m sick of who I am
When I’m around you
I don’t want to know
What I wouldn’t do to make you laugh

Can I believe in seasons
Time doesn’t have much meaning
When one look in my direction
These thoughts are resurrected
And I’m staring at my reflection
Hating what’s reflected every time
Wish it were your problem
But it’s mine