Earthlings

Nowadays i only go where i get celebrated
Some folks just wanna break me
Down that left me decimated
All my symptoms stress related
Anxiety paranoia and hyperventilation
Not too many i can count on
If i had to estimate it
Nowadays i only go where i get celebrated
Some folks just wanna break me
Down that left me decimated
All my symptoms stress related
Anxiety paranoia and hyperventilation
Not too many i can count on
If i had to estimate it
If you love me how could
You question my dedication
Im growing while you stuck
Stationary as vegetation
But you my people could never do defecation
Change requires elevation in between
Our wavelengths and separation
I wanna bring you up thats just to tee you up
Like a driver on the green but not
The type to speed you up
I wanna get you past the rough
Thats a concept im not really
Sure you grasp enough
Resentment steps in when you ain't
Moving past your grudge
Its foolish thats because you
Setting yourself up
Like you movin packs and drugs ina trap
Cuz i got your best interests at heart
I always had a coat on but
For you i set to defrost
I been sitting quietly in the back on some
Out of sight out of mind shit
Thats the only time i can
Finally get to relax
My zone and my piece of mind i
Just been tryna get it back
Its people that say they love
Me but entitlement attached and jealousy
Same people that been tryna hit my jack
But technically really just don't have
Time to hit em back
And i ain't tryna hit you back
Don't got time to really chat
Unless it's valuable to this empire
I built from scratch
It was people like Nas that
Inspired me in fact that grimy shit is back
And you have me to thank entirely for that
Contemplating retirement from rap
Turnin down drinks tryna keep
My sobriety intact
Im lighting up back to back
These anxiety attacks and depression i been
Fighting got me fighting like?
Sometimes i struggle acknowledging the
Shit i lack i don't wanna do no interviews
Why would you even ask
Look, this paralysis in my face
Im still not comfy with
And plus they usually asking some dummy shit
Cameras in my face
They post it on they pages
And people all in the comments damn
What happened to his face
Thats why i just stay away
Its annoying, i don't wanna get noticed
Direct eye contact, i avoid it
Go ahead and crack your little
Jokes bet you enjoy it
Yous a funny guy but you
Still in line for unemployment
Know whats ironic i actually had talks
About this possibly happening but
Fuck what people thought
I still remember that call told
My bro i quit therapy
He was like yea right n fuck
Is you tellin me you trippin
You mean it's a procedure that can fix it
Had your shit back looking normal and
You tellin me you didn't
Brodie i know you gifted but what if you
Get lit and n clownin every minute
Thats gon have you feeling twisted
But im gon support you
Regardless your decision
Lookin back thats exactly what got me
In this position being different