Heavyweight Champion

I've never been that good at talking
And you wasn't there to help me find my words
With you I feel I'm out of practice
It's not a two-way street, it's your way or the curb

Don't you wanna be the heavyweight champion?
Pick me upward and the world starts falling down
'Cause I haven't found the coping mechanisms
I'm still waiting at the wind, offer you to come 'round

I don't know why I wait for something new
When I will change but you'll always be you

I know that the time won't heal us
And my hourglass will keep spinning 'round for you
I know that the time won't heal us
And I don't know if you ever cared to know
Don't worry, I'll be fine here on my own

Mental illness in a feather boa
'Cause it's in fashion to be good at loving yourself
But you're living off of life's leftovers
And I'm wishing that I knew your former self

I don't know why I wait for something new
When I will change but you'll always be you

I know that the time won't heal us
And my hourglass will keep spinning 'round for you
I know that the time won't heal us
And I don't know if you ever cared to know
Don't worry, I'll be fine right here on my own