Healing

[intro Chorus]

I wanna kill him
But I respect this nation's laws
I won't even hurt him
Though I daydream of breaking his jaw
You see my dilemma
I can't do shit about the way that I feel
So I turn to the music once again
'cause that's the outlet through which I might heal

[verse 1]

I'm usually not one to fight
I've never been the one for violence
So now you know
I'm out of my comfort zone
I thought I'd be okay by now
But the wee hours double the doubt
And I can't flip my frown
(yeah yeah ya-ooh)

I built a house and a stranger came and burned it down
Insurance said that a wire fault had been found
I was blind to the errors in my work
And of anyone to figure it out

[Chorus]

I wanna kill him
But I respect this nation's laws
I won't evеn hurt him
Though I daydream of breaking his jaw
You see my dilemma
I can't do shit about thе way that I feel
So I turn to the music once again
'cause that's the outlet through which I might heal

[verse 2]

I know it's really my mistake
But anger has its roots in shame but
I can't let go
I hope he listens so he knows
The blame doesn't fall on him
But the facts don't change, got away with a cardinal sin
And I can't forgive

I wish it was an eye for an eye
But I don't have a dog in the fight
Baby I been kickin' all night
Anger burning in my chest real bright
I wish that I could find another way (another way)
So much pain that I wish I could relay
And though I know It's not my place

[Chorus]

I still wanna kill him
But I respect this nation's laws
I won't even hurt him
Though I daydream of breaking his jaw
You see my dilemma
I can't do shit about the way that I feel
So I turn to the music once again
'cause that's the outlet through which I might heal