The Artist Lacking Vision

[Verse]
One compromise
All there was
All you have
Memory fades so fast
Replaced, but not by chance
Disjoined
Split into parts
Random pieces and half formed thoughts
Grasping for anything and left with just enough to be
This is the lot I've been dealt and it's mine
Just scraping by on what is left in here
Don't know why I thought this could ever change but I would pay any price if you would never see me this way
Terrorized and empty in here
Crushed by the weight of staring at this blank page
Staggering along, sacrifice after next and dying by this thing I'm counting on to set me free