January

It’s the middle of January
It always seems like this month will never end
Time's been moving really slowly
It’s something that I still can’t comprehend
It’s been so long but I still can’t move on
I know the day will come and I don’t know when
I can’t find any coping mechanisms
To get me through the exact same day again
And now I want to go back to

When I felt okay
‘Cause everyday was better
When you were around
When you were right next to me

Woke up, and it’s still January
I’m still living alone in isolation
I feel like I’m in purgatory
What does it take to get mе out of this two-by-four situation
Inside I only feel empty
And I’m feeling distant from all my friends
Waking up to a cup of coffee
I always feel likе I’m doing the same again and again and again and then I’ll do it again
Oh I remember

When I felt okay
‘Cause everyday was better
When you were around
When you were right next to me

I feel a notion
That I’m devoid of emotion
When’s it gonna be February
If everything is moving in slow motion?

Oh lord, take my hand
Lead me to the promised land
I’ve been lost for so many years
Won’t you wash away these nonexistent tears
I want to go to a different city
Where I don’t wallow in self-pity
Doesn’t seem I have a place to go
And yet somehow I know

That I’ll be okay
Cause every day is gonna be better
Cause you’ll be around
Cause you’ll be right next to me