Light Shining Darkly
No
I mean
I said earlier
I mean he was so vital and so alive, the fact that he wasn't there was—was unbelievable
And I was totally devastated...
Picking up the pieces afterwards...
And, ah, it took me about a year to feel safe
I couldn't possibly think of anybody else other than John...
I was so distressed
I think it's a dreadful
Dreadful thing