Cold Buzz

We share the same dreams under the same sun
But is that all we have in common
When your life isn’t as colourful
As they painted it to be in your teens
Tell me now what’s the point
I can’t commit my time to anything
They say transparency’s a good thing
Not when they walk right though me
Why don’t we just take a seat just for a minute
We’ve been pacing up and down
Not sure what to do now
The cold buzz
Do you feel it to?
The grey glow dances around the room
Can’t put my mind to anything
I don’t feel how I used to
But what about you?
They say transparency’s a good thing
Not when they walk right though me
Why don’t we take a seat just for a minute
We’ve been pacing up and down
Not sure what to say now
Feeling heavy, simply low
Do you feel the cold buzz too?
Or am I all alone?
Well I sit better in the background?
I want you to find comfort in the way world works
How can I blame you for resenting every aspect
Pour your worry onto me
I won’t say anything
I won’t say anything
I won’t say anything
4 hour journey down south
Still worried about everyone else
Beating myself up because I wasn’t there enough
When grandad passed peacefully
I was no where to be seen
Skint and frustrated, feeling deflated
Try to reassure me
But I know you’re struggling
I know you’re struggling too
I know you’re struggling
I know you’re struggling
I know you’re struggling too