Today I Live

I am wanting on the time when I'll let it go the pain the hate the fear
Am wanting on the time when I'll let it go

Afraid is not the last thing I feel
Unless you add
The pain that I am feeling with in
I remember the day that I sat down crying coz of all the words that I heard you call me
Out loud, I'm overwhelmed

Devastating, drowning lies
Suffocating in my mind
I created what l'm not
Endless pain in my heart

But today, I break the wall to dust, decide to live again
I live again, I love again, I live again, I love again again, again, again

Bad news, bad feud, bad circumstances that I had to lose myself in a, a box of shoes
Every time that I recall, I remember the girl with anger in her eyes staring across the room

Hesitating in this war
Worthless torment in my bones
Feel emotions down my throat
All the anger that I hold

So today, I break new walls my way, decide to live again
I live again, I love again, I live again, I love again, again, again, again

I felt terrified terrified
How they turned their backs so fast
I was horrified horrified
With all the anger held inside
I had no excuse, left to lose
Waiting for the end to fall
That's when realized that me true
Lies with I

And today I paint my walls again,decide to live again
I live again, I love again, I live again, I love again, again, again, again

I was thinking about the time when I let it go the pain the hate the fear
I was thinking about the time when I let it go, I know, I know, I know