MOLLY

Hidden
Under the bed or up on the ceiling
I'm lying because the truth is complicated
I don't do it to upset you
Hang on
You think I do this just for the feeling?
This ain't fun, it's taking my memories
But how could I forget you?
And the molly never tasted the same oh no as the first time round
She said I never look the same in my photos, blur me out
I promise to explain myself but I won't oh, figure me out
She's tryna keep my head above the water, let me drown
When I was young I would pretend that I was sleeping
When you'd come to my door just wanting to talk
I would ignore you, I'd just close my eyes
Now I'm talking back and I can tell that you don't recognise
The conversation's draining so she thinks I'm just preoccupied
Touch my skin I'm getting colder
And if you can't imagine I'd stoop so low
Then you don't know me 'cos I'm not that guy
'You've done this all to yourself'
So why am I sat here feeling victimised?
'I'm concerned for your health'
Don't worry mumma
I only socialise on my own
Having DMCs with the door
Staring contest with the floor
Used to feel different but now it don't
Heart shaped pills all in the drawer
But I crave something more
And the molly never tasted the same oh no as the first time round
She said I never look the same in my photos, blur me out
I promise to explain myself but I won't oh, figure me out
She's tryna keep my head above the water, let me drown
You were waiting by the door when I was sneaking out the back
Now I'm back at your front door and you've forgotten who I am
Damn it I just wish I would've stayed indoors
Only 24, a lifetime of regret
I stabbed you in the back but what would you rather instead?
It's either that or going straight into your chest
And I don't wanna see your eyes
When I tell you lies
And it never tasted like the first time
And the molly never tasted the same oh no as the first time round
She said I never look the same in my photos, blur me out
I promise to explain myself but I won't oh, figure me out
She's tryna keep my head above the water, let me drown