Weirdo

Still awake, the lights out
Don't even know what I'm thinkin' about
I've been feeling upside down
And I know I should let it go
But I'm committed to the meltdown
My mind's like a circus, don't know if I like it
Whenever I lay down (when I lay down, down, down)

Swear to god I'm always overthinking
Man, I barely made it to the weekend
I really need these Adderalls to kick in
'Cause I'm so done staring at the ceiling

Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight
Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light
When I get lost in this mood
I wanna dance till it's gone
Maybe I'm a little off
But I don't really mind

I'm weird, I'll admit it
I used to think that different was bad
And that I wouldn't fit in, and I didn't
And I know that I'm probably a little awkward, then again
I don't care, I'm a weirdo, weirdo, weirdo (weirdo)

And I've been binging thoughts instead of sleeping
Dude, I barely made it to the weekend
Really need these Adderalls to kick in
'Cause I'm so done staring at the ceiling

Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight
Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light
When I get lost in this mood
I wanna dance till it's gone
Maybe I'm a little off
But I don't really mind

Little out of my mind but I'm cool with it
Stable all the time, who am I kidding?
Some days I don't know if I wanna laugh or cry
And now I know that I would lie if I said it didn't
Bother me at times but I wouldn't change it
No I know, I know that

Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight
Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light
When I get lost in this mood
I wanna dance till it's gone
Maybe I'm a little off
But I don't really mind (don't really mind, no)

Maybe I'm a little off
Yeah, maybe I'm a little off
But I don't really mind