Proud of Me

Brace yourself I take you on a trip down memory lane
This is Christian spitting raps while there's a tab on his brain
I'm trynna spit the truth they're telling me that I'm insane
And there's bad women down the hall that wanna, okay
So we always plotting then we go in and slide in
We there for so long but always know what time it is
All I've learned is time damages your ties
But my all early so I'm always ahead of time
Baby girl you know that I ain't no nuisance got rid of my retainers still spitting when I'm toothless
You know I'm about to fuckin lose it but we balling like the Heat so we never ever losing
You can take little off my title I'm more a second coming
God made me on the same day the Lord came in
Little dude thinking he can do it better than I do it how
How you blowing smoke at me when you forgot the lighter fluid
Asking anybody can things really change
Can the game change from the things we already made
It's hard to stay focused when there's people that relying on me
I just wanna say it goddamn it I'm proud of me

Asking anybody can things really change
Can the game change from the things we already made
It's hard to stay focused when there's people that relying on me
I just wanna say it goddamn it I'm proud of me

Kids at school thinking both Christians they were so cool
Both turned to addicts, now one thinks he's a rapper
Old friends laughing like I'm not coming with it
Dreams of big chains blinging diamonds on a pendant
Big balls in my arsenal I feel like Belmo
Confidence stays high cause my head it stays swole
But my mind gets stuck and often likes to move slow
And my eyes low key so they always laying low
Everything can dip in a blink of an eye like Thanos
My life going virtual my mind a game Los Santos
This life is a journey I'm trynna keep my mentos
Throw it in a pop and watch it blow just like Lizzo
We run the game like Nintendo
Festivals go crazy pray for everyone that's sicko
You can't run the game with a broken controller
There's a devil in conscious held by both shoulders
Pussy bitches dissing I can't even take a listen busy
Getting shit done while they choking on they chicken
My stroke game like my clout name so it's always gonna stagger
Don't lie you know your girl said she need bigger
I done earned my stripes like Tigger
This boy need an attitude adjustment John Cena
But hey fuck all of that this is all for fun
But I can promise one thing we have only just begun

Asking anybody can things really change
Can the game change from the things we already made
It's hard to stay focused when there's people that relying on me
I just wanna say it goddamn it I'm proud of me
Asking anybody can things really change
Can the game change from the things we already made
It's hard to stay focused when there's people that relying on me
I just wanna say it goddamn it I'm proud of me