Lemon Pepper Freestyle

[verse 1]
What do you know about having somewhere to go but nowhere to go deep down
I'm 18 years old, still nowhere to live, no I'm not no slag but I've gotta sleep round
They hate you when you're up but love you when you're down that's how I know they wanna see me down
You can release a cd full of love but they'll still hate when the cd's out
But your opinions don't matter, living this life on a bingo ladder
I don't know when I'm gonna fall or shatter but I know that I'll be here till it all goes badder
The amount of times I climbed that ladder and fell down, I don't know if I can handle this shit anymore
Don't know if I can handle it one more time waking up to all my shit on the floor
Now know dat, I don't really wanna flip anymore, I look round and I can't see real anymore
Used to think to myself if dad loves me then why the fuck is he hitting me for
I remember being 14 and dumb I was out tryna hustle anything that I could
I thought money was everything that you needed in life so why can't we get enough
Let me tell you a story, I was 8 and dumb living with my aunt
Now I'm walking around with this shit on my head, I want god to delete it but that was my mess
Shit's embarrassing, but I'm not battling no longer, I guess that was my test

[verse 2]
I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth
Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do
Move to the left, shall I move to the right, I
Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I
Dread it every time I gotta say bye
'Coz it means that I gotta see his daughter cry
I ain't here to stand and sell you dreams, I'd rather sell the truth
Speak these words and tell you 'bout my life, yeah that's all I can do
Move to the left, shall I move to the right, I
Tell myself that i'm gonna be alright, I
Dread it every time I gotta say bye
'Coz it means that I gotta see his daughter cry

Got way too much love for my brothers and I got way too much love for my mommy
Rest of my family I love you too even though it's been way too long since you rung me
Wish I was in dundee sitting comfy coz I'm just sick of getting took for a numpty
I saw the girl of my dreams, I just wish that she weren't all the way out of the country
...for everything that I didn't do and I'm sorry for everything that I done wrong
Sorry for everybody that I didn't be, sorry but I'm going, I ain't gonna be here for long
No I ain't have to survive on my own, god by my side, he's just riding along
That's why I gotta get the most I praise coz I know that there ain't no mightier one
Had a lot of things go wrong in my life, can you hear the pain in my voice?
If the only thing you do when you're round them is smoke weed are they really your boys?
Selfishness now-a-days is evil and it's also an object of your choice
c lot of people say I should change what I say but I tell them it ain't your voice
cnd now man are saying yo big up, I ain't ice skating I never wanna slip up
Looking at the kid that brought this kid up, anybody feel down better pick your chin up
Keep working at your dream don't give up, don't stand around waiting for your life to pick up
I ain't feeling sorry for myself not even a little, I ain't tryna drink anymore not even a trickle
9hundred callipers underneath that little bonnet do you really wanna drive that horse
You see me when I look around and my mum's still working hard i'd never buy that porsche
What a surprise I'm hurting again, and I'm sorry that I, sorry that I feel so distant
What do you know 'bout the pain of not seeing his daughter open her first prezzys on christmas
It will make my day when I see you, you'll make my day when I see you
Make my day when I, make my day when I, make my day when I see you
I don't wanna stress no more, no, I don't wanna stress no more, don't cry
I will always be here for you my darling, I swear to you on my life