Tonight

I want to live life in the garden
Want to believe I have a soul
I want to do what I believe in
Want to feel like I have control
And If I could I'd make a difference
And teach the whole world to unite
But instead I'm fucking indifferent
And I'm not coming home tonight

I've severed ties for my whole life
But I am done with it tonight
Apologize a thousand times
But I don't think that my heart could take it

I've severed ties for my whole life
But I am done with it tonight
Apologize a trillion times
But I don't think that my heart could take it

I get sentimental when I'm all alone
And I dial your number but you won't pick up the phone
You say I burned that bridge
Well I guess you're right, but I'm really not sure where else to turn tonight
I get a little more jaded each and every day
Wondering how we could have ended things this way
The last time we spoke, you had this look on your face
And I knew we had nothing new to say but

I've severed ties for my whole life
But I am done with it tonight
Apologize a trillion times
But I don't think that my heart could take it

I want to give up the illusion
I want to live as though I'm free
No more silent desperation
No more mediocrity
And if I could, I'd make a difference
And I'd make everything alright
But it's not even my decision
And I'm not coming home tonight