The Initiation
Even God know that I'm a man of my word
Haven't been sleeping
I'm really focused on avoiding the worst
Paralysis demons all over my room
I can feel em all breathing
Loom over the moon
I love to get even
Cuz even if you never loved me
That's what I expected
I'm accustom to treason
Here for the weekend
That's all it is was shawty was you thinking
See you been drinking
All in yo feelings
For no fuckin' reason
I gotta go
I gotta tell ya
I got my mind
On a couple of million
I cannot be there
If I do not feel it
The hate manifests
When you being the realest
And really it's sad
Cuz sadly the women
That say that they love you
Just love what you giving
The moment you stop
You becoming the villain
And I'm just really getting used to feeling
Of being under-appreciated
The recipient of hatred
I cannot save you
From yourself
There is no initiation
There's no more communication
There is not a situation
Where you could ever be the favorite
What do I see when I'm lookin at you
I see someone who never make it
You destroyed it
And you did it well
I wish you nothing but the fuckin best
Hope you really proud of ya fuckin self
I cannot save you from yaself
I'm not part of your initiation
I cannot save you from yaself
I'm not part of your initiation
I'll be around when the night goes
I'm who you see when your eyes close
Got all that I need
In my soul
I'm who you need
And I know
I cannot save you from yaself
I'm not part of your initiation
I cannot save you from yaself
I'm not part of your initiation
I'll be around when the night goes
I'm who you see when your eyes close
Got all that I need
In my soul
I'm who you need
And I know