Alone on a Friday

I guess I'll just watch you
Through the internet on my phone

Funny how I would stalk you
But when dial you up I turn to stone

My brain is spinning in circles
The sky's turning purple
Got no other plans and I can't understand

I can't learn to be lonely
And it's night like these it really shows

Oh I don't mind being alone on Friday
Why does nothing ever seem to go my way
I'm still pacing up and down this damn hallway
It hurts to know that you're out there, I'm still here at home
If this night was a painting
it'd be monochrome

I try to function but I cannot function without you
I'm at a junction of letting you go
don't know how to
Get panic attacks when I go to a place that is crowded
Cause I see your face on every person that's out there
I force myself to feel something, but I just get nothing
Can't look for someone to fix, what is already broken
Now I'm at the junction of letting you go
don't know how to
I tried to function but I cannot function without you

Oh I don't mind being alone on Friday
Why does nothing ever seem to go my way
I'm still pacing up and down this damn hallway
It hurts to know that you're out there, I'm still here at home
If this night was a painting
it'd be monochrome