Still Here

Tired of y'all trying to hoe me
You lucky to know me
Know I have to keep it real
Won't adjust to the phonies
This shit just for the homies
Ferda gang
Ay is your gir okay?
Just wondering, I haven't heard from her today
Honest about the fact that I'm sad and alone
Cautionary tale of what might happen when dad isn't home
Only time I'm happy's when I rap and they clap at the shows
Baby don't even ask
I don't actually know

What I'm doin
Or why I'm still here
Why I give a fuck
Or why I'm still here
What I'm doin
Or why I'm still here
Why I give a fuck
Or why I'm...

Still tryin
Still pretend I'm fine when everything inside me screaming suicide let's try it
I can't forget the nights when shorty had me at my highest
Now I lay awake staring at the back of my eyelids
I pray she come back someday
Knowing she prolly won't
This shit ain't good for my soul
But I ain't good at letting go
And I know
That it's not really healthy
But can anybody tell me

What I'm doin
Or why I'm still here
Why I give a fuck
Or why I'm still here
What I'm doin
Or why I'm still here
Why give a fuck
Or why I'm...