LOST LOVE (feat. Amie!)

From Lost Love I emerge again
Searching for a resolution deep within
And as long as I am looking I will win
Cuz no matter how lost love is I'm love's friend
Sorry for coming out a little hard off the bat
But I had to make a point and a smack helps with that
And some people will not listen to some things that you tell em
So I shove it in their faces like an IT lesson
But let me get this going since I'm getting bit off topic
In pursuit of happiness, the bags?
Just might drop em
Cuz inside of em I carry all my burdens
But the problem is I don't know which one's which so I'm going
To be dropping them off at the airport and keep looking
For the one I lost a while ago
My lost love
The one before
I kept looking because I wanted more
But that doesn't matter I'm over it now
Ain't nothing you can tell me to lower my brow
When I hear you talking bout her all the time
When manipulation reaches an all time high
You peak out your head and think you're a God
-Dess
Cuz the way that you looked when you undress
Made me feel like I could be your mattress
But as soon as I find your new address
I'm Turning it upside down
I swear this is bout to be a gun showdown
When I'm pulling out a gat and going bloaw bloaw bloaw
But wait I am getting an epiphany now
When the rage is filling up and I just can't stop
Thinking of what I could hit dropkick and throw
Something I can't quite grasp is the love flow
Wait Damn where did the love go?

Alright so where did you go?
Can anybody tell me why I'm stuck in this world?
Where the clouds hide the thing I'm on the ground searching for
Guess the answer is no
I mean you're so high up that I might need a kite
To only touch you after all this time
And the only thing in this world that I want is to make you smile
Unconditional
Would I do ever try to hurt you?
Not at all
Could I really make you smile
Not really, no
Would I let anyone grab you?
Pray for said person they wouldn't even get close let's be real
Would I let some random person look at you menacingly with a pre-tense
Never so
So How come after all these things you'd do anything to hurt me
I need love
I need love
Yeah I need love
All in the dark can't shine like a dove
All the emotions screaming from above
They poof they perish they not from this world
They aliens to me so I don't understand oh lord
Where could I get this gift of life
Cuz i haven't seen it with my eyes
And the hatred inside my heart
Aimed at the woman that ruled my skies
So the truth that I seek, the statement I cherish, the land in which my answer lies
Buried beneath the ground and for that this world I sincerely despise
But would you ever see that after looking at me once?
Cuz I didn't know I did and I've seen myself a thousand times
So here I'm stuck emotionless, deep dive in the mind of a mime
White on the outside, black on the inside but where is the love