SAVIOUR
It's messy, been using your love for too long
Been fending, depending, your love keeps me going
Awaiting a saviour, like you make me strong
Enough now, I'm grown now
I highlight the wrongs
Gotta hit the brakes, yeah
Gotta take some space, yeah
Gotta analyse everything I've said I've thought
Till I find just one mistake, yeah
Thought crime, yeah I'm overthinking
Free speech but I stay unspeaking
Imma shine, I'm a higher force
But you kept me weak and starved and needing
Not like I failed to keep it vulnerable
More a betrayal, I thought you honourable
It isn't like you to be cruel, yeah I thought I'd know
When independence set the mood, push you off your flow
You dipped out, you dipped out
Watch me dripping through your grasp, you insecure it slips out
Don't want the promises you made
You risk taker, roll the dice, my coin at stake
Waiting off-stage, I got that flame and yeah I'm hungering
But too much haste only fools make, I still got common sense
It's messy, been using your love for too long
Been fending, depending, your love keeps me going
Awaiting a saviour, like you make me strong
Enough now, I'm grown now
I highlight the wrongs
Been wishing, and wanting, and thirsting for more
I promise I still got so much left in store
Been honing my skills, now what you waiting for
You won't meet my gaze, but you say that you're torn
Not like I failed to keep it vulnerable
More a betrayal, I thought you honourable
You said that you'd hold me, we'd weather the storm
The thunder, the lightning's more safe than your arms
I know that I wanted a place to belong
But not at the cost of making myself small
Gotta hit the brakes yeah
Gotta take some space yeah
If I analyse then the cadence of your heart just sound so out of place, yeah
If I analyse what a fool I made myself, then the shame's too great to take, yeah
It's messy, been using your love for too long
Been fending, depending, your love keeps me going
Awaiting a saviour, like you make me strong
Enough now, I'm grown now
I highlight the wrongs
Been wishing, and wanting, and thirsting for more
I promise I still got so much left in store
Been honing my skills, now what you waiting for
You won't meet my gaze, but you say that you're torn