A Beautiful Mess, A Perfect Disaster

In a crowded room but I feel alone
Two shots to the dome, yeah
Can somebody take me home?

Cause pulling up was dumb
I feel my body going numb
Swear my head just weighs a ton
Sometimes I know
I’m a beautiful mess, a perfect disaster
Yeah sometimes I know
That we never can catch the things that we’re after
All the time, all the time

Honestly feel like I’m all that I’ve got
Because I’ve been let down more oftеn than not
Why don’t you drop it? It’s clearly not working
Trying to mend all the things that wе’ve broken
The years go by, not so much as a ‘Hi’
You never hit me back but I still wait for replies
Why don’t you answer your phone? Is it working?
How many times before it stops hurting?

Once again, it’s not like we’re friends
I thought that we were family
Guess it’s all for pretend
But oh, you wild now
It bothers me you had another child now
That I won’t get to meet
I’ve tried but you just don’t even speak
I’m giving up and now I’m pressing delete
It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine

Honestly feel like I’m all that I’ve got
Because I’ve been let down more often than not
Why don’t you drop it? It’s clearly not working
Trying to mend all the things that we’ve broken
The years go by, not so much as a ‘Hi’
You never hit me back but I still wait for replies
Why don’t you answer your phone? Is it working?
How many times before it stops hurting?

And I can’t seem to ever walk away
And I’ve been missing you, yeah I’m missing you
No I can’t seem to ever walk away
And I’m still missing you
Yeah I’m missing you, missing you

Honestly feel like I’m all that I’ve got
Because I’ve been let down more often than not
Why don’t you drop it? It’s clearly not working
Trying to mend all the things that we’ve broken
The years go by, not so much as a ‘Hi’
You never hit me back but I still wait for replies
Why don’t you answer your phone? Is it working?
How many times before it stops hurting?

Oh yeah, how many times before it stops hurting?