If I'm Bein' Honest

I don’t stay late in the middle of the night
Drink from a bottle half empty as me
I don’t cruise down Velvet Place sometimes
Wondering why your car ain’t parked out in the street
No way, not me I’m way too tough
I’m ain’t tore up from what went down with us

But if I’m bein’ honest
Baby I’m still crazy about you
I fucked things up and now I’m man enough to finally face that truth
And since I’m bein’ honest
Baby I got no clue what to do
So I stay drunk and high all the time to get me over you
If I’m bein’ honest, if I’m bein’ honest

My mom don’t call to check on me
Cause she knows I’m good, doing just fine
And when I see your friends on Demonbreun St
I’m all calm and cool having a hell of a time
I ain’t masquerading your memory
No way, no how, no that ain’t me

But if I’m bein’ honest
Baby I’m still crazy about you
I fucked things up and now I’m man enough to finally face that truth
And since I’m bein’ honest
Baby I got no clue what to do
So I stay drunk and high all the time to get me over you
If I’m bein’ honest, if I’m bein’ honest

I don’t talk to God each night and pray to him that you’re okay
Come to think I don’t think of you at all and wonder where you are today

But if I’m bein’ honest
Baby I’m still crazy about you
I fucked things up and now I’m man enough to finally face that truth
And since I’m bein’ honest
Baby I ain’t got no clue what to do
So I string four chords and the truth and rhymes and hope it reaches you
If I’m bein’ honest, if I’m bein’ honest