Lonely facade

You were the first one to confess your love
and now you're the first one to talk of break up.
What is so wrong with me?
I want to know the reason.
It's in moments like these that I want to cry
and try to get some sympathy from you
but if all I focus is on you, then what've I done with my life?
This is so hard for me right now.
Try and remember, I know your memory isn't bad.
Your stiffened closed lips, your avoiding eyes,
It's not fair to me for it to end like this,
I can't break up with you.

If loving you is a sin, then so be it.
I look so pathetic standing infront of your cold seperation.
I hate you so much I can't stand it.
I hate you because I still have love for you.
It was you who first said you'd be by my side forever
but now you're leaving me, what am I suppose to do?

Were you playing around with me from the beginning?
Is your love my seperation?
In times like these, what am I suppose to do?
Give me some time too.
No matter how I call you, there's no reply.
You must've shut me off already.
Do you do break ups on your own?
Try and remember, I know your memory isn't bad.
Your stiffened closed lips, your avoiding eyes,
It's not fair to me for it to end like this,
I can't break up with you.

If loving you is a sin, then so be it.
I look so pathetic standing infront of your cold seperation.
I hate you so much I can't stand it.
I hate you because I still have love for you.
It was you who first said you'd be by my side forever
but now you're leaving me?

You try and tell me this is all for me, but
your excuses are a burden.
My love is too precious for this.

If loving you is a sin, then so be it.
I look so pathetic standing infront of your cold seperation.
I hate you so much I can't stand it.
I hate you because I still have love for you.
It was you who first said you'd be by my side forever
but now you're leaving me, what am I suppose to do?