If It Was Up to Me

If it was up to me
I would finally get some sleep
And I would never have to be
Busting like this again
Oh, I'd take this heart
And trade it with a man who knows
Just how to let a woman go
When she's the only thing inside your head, oh

Call this love or call this pain, yeah
Swear they're both the same damn thing
It's like I'm addicted
Wish I could kick this
Spell you seem to have on me, yeah
Girl, I'd love to set me free, oh
I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me

I would give myself a chance
To walk away just like a man
To move on and get over you
If it was up to me
I would kill the memories
'Cause God knows that they're killing me
I'm weak, I'm tired
Can't stop this fire no matter what I do

Call this love or call this pain, yeah
Swear they're both the same damn thing
It's like I'm addicted
Wish I could kick this
Spell you seem to have on me, yeah
Girl, I'd love to set me free, oh
I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me

I would let you go if it was up to me

Call this love or call this pain, yeah
Swear they're both the same damn thing
It's like I'm addicted
Wish I could kick this
Spell you seem to have on me, yeah
Girl, I'd love to set me free, oh
I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me
If it was up to me
I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
But it ain't up to me