Wishing I Was You

I wanna say it
I have to say it
I'm exhausted
I'm exhausted

Yeah this shit is barely enough
I been so focused on leveling up
That I'm steady forgetting with getting in touch
There's never no room, it's happening soon
I'm healing these wounds cause I been in the cuts
Been in the mood I got it together
I been getting better developing trust

I give a fuck cause I's barely a graduate
I made my way through the labyrinth
Find me in traffic, don't you go testing your luck cause it ends in disaster
Picked up the pen 'bout 5 winters ago if I give it 2 more then it's mastered
The money we keep getting plastered
8 ballin with all bastards

I look in the mirror I love you
You been the one I could run to
Was ashamed of me saying it's tough and trust
But Lately been wishing I was you

You was The one who done did that
You went to hell and you been back
Understand you was the reason
That you even made it this far so don't you forget that

Hate to just say that it's true This shit don't come easy
I can't keep waiting for you
I just been praying for Googs, praying for Beezy
Knowing they makin it through

Where would You be if You stepped out
With those who ain't thinking if shit had effect up on you
Where would You be if You listened to very same people
Who willing to step all on you

There's dice to roll
Ya Vices sow
Ya life and soul
The highs and lows
Been Why and so
There isn't a need
For me to believe they believe me
Sadly cause they could just leave me

Act like I can't get a piece like it's Reese's
Don't wanna say it too soon, don't wanna play by the rules
They think they can do what I do cause I make it look easy

Gave this my heart I'm devoted
Had to make clear my motives
Intentions are pure a nigga secure
I just had to learn to let go shit
Niggas be thinking they know what it means to be a Real nigga
But really don't know shit
They really be all on that hoe shit
They don't even know shit