You Might as Well Have Ruined Me

You guided me through the seven sins
And then through living hell
You might as well have ruined me but
I ruined you as well

And since you left it's only gotten better
Didn't say "fare thee well," just put it in a letter
That I'll never send, it's buried in the closet
I'm keeping your half of the security deposit

And no one knows what it means to feel
Until they feel the end
A ruining can be good for you, boy
Every now and then

And I truly believe we're better off friends
You broke me down again and again and again
Our time is buried in the closet
I'll give you half of the security deposit
I'll give you half of the security deposit