If I Don't Love You

If I don’t love you
Why do I rearrange all of my days so I can see more of your face?

If I don’t love you
Why do I dream up ways
to get you all all alone and let you take my space?

It’s just a lot to feel
It’s just a lot to give
And even if it’s real
It’s still a lot to risk

If I don’t love you
Then I can’t trust myself
‘Cause fighting these emotions feels like hell

It’s just a lot to feel
It’s just a lot to give
And even if it’s real
It’s still a lot to risk

But if I don’t love you
I wonder what I’d miss
If I held back my heart for fear of giving in