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I feel alone
Don't wanna die
When you're not here
I wanna cry
I feel alone
Don't wanna die
When you're not here
I wanna cry
Uhh
Our situation is starting to feel
Like Deja Vu
Cuz I feel like I've been here
So many times with you
I know I can't quite explain it
But I don't think I hate it
I guess that's why our relationship is so
Complicated
Yeah
I know that life
Can be a bitch to the people that play
That's why you told me to stay by your side
Hoping that I could deflect all the pain inside
But
You were mistaken
I'm only human
I got limitations
I'm no superhero
I'm no superman
I don't save no ladies
Or hold out my hand
I hope that's something that you understand
Back in high school wanted to be the man
But then I realized
Little by little that most of these women
Wanted to be treated less than
What they were worth
Then there was I
Just a nice nigga trying to survive
I gotta adjust to the rules of the game
And get me a smart girl to give up the brain
But
It never happened
I don't think there's a legit reason for me to lie
Never got with the girl I just wanted
By going from good to a douchey guy
So
I don't really think that love is
Meant for me
Too much trouble dealing with rumors
That's breeding jealousy
Though I hate the fact that I love it
When you using me
I guess I could never go back
To who I used to be
I feel alone
Don't wanna die
When you're not here
I wanna cry
I feel alone
Don't wanna die
When you're not here
I wanna cry
Uhh
It's been a while
Since I felt anything in my heart
I feel like a dead man walking
Makes me wanna hit restart
But I ain't no bitch
I ain't no glitch
I'm just a nigga that's trying to get rich
Do it for family
Do it for them
Just like lilo and stitch
But I can't quit
And gotta advance
This game that we playing
Is all about chance
Hope that the people see your dedication
Swirling inside you like cheap medication
And the need to be great
Conquers your mind
Gives you the need to turn nickels to dimes
And it won't stop till you're living divine
Motivation to turn water to wine
But I don't want any dimes
Pass me the minerals
Give me the diamonds
Imma go accumulate all my wealth
Wisely invest it
And buy me and Island
Kicking it back
Living the life
Eating the best
And sipping the finest
With my closest friends
Mexican fam
And my niggas from the Japanese islands
Yeah
I have all my goals
Set in sight
Then there's you
I want to break away
But I'm just a slave to the thought that you
Could change and be someone
To fall in love with
But now I see that it's
No longer an option
So form here on out
Imma be myself
Not good nor bad just me
So watch me excel
Yeah watch me excel