Hyacinth

Chrysalis, breaking out of it
Hyacinth, bloom and burn and burial
I have been vacant and unyielding
In pursuit of the anticlimactic
Callousness, let it in again
Sycophant, stained like rusted heaven hands
Holy man, vacant and unyielding
In pursuit of the rapture divided

But I don't feel like myself anymore

Viciousness, feeling it again
Faceless man, new age existential dread
I have been clenching fists and trembling
I don't know you and don't think I ever did

But I don't feel like myself anymore

Chrysalis, breaking out of it
Hyacinth, bloom and burn and burial
I have been vacant and unyielding
In pursuit of the anticlimactic
Viciousness, feeling it again
Faceless man, new age existential dread
I have been clenching fists and trembling
I don't know you and don't think I ever did

But I don't feel like myself anymore