Girl I Was

Ain't it something how I look back at before
My mind consumed and obsessed
With people I met and all sorts of problems
That I don't even remember no more
Ain't it something how the pain can take all your body and mind
You're bawling every day and night but once it's gone
It all becomes
So easy to forget what it's like
Was it all a dream or am I
Somebody different now
Scarring memories
The details difficult to recall
Trying to believe the dark's behind me
And I'll stay strong
Because the girl that I was is gone
Ain't it something how I pleaded and I swore
That it was love
But it was just
Another guy that I let myself fall head over heals for
Ain't it something how it tolled on me
How I lost my mind and did so desperately
Again and again like I was addicted
To finding a person who I could adore
Was it all a dream or am I
Somebody different now
Scarring memories
The details difficult to recall
Trying to believe the dark's behind me
And I'll stay strong
Because the girl that I was is gone
Gone, yeah she is gone, yeah she is gone
Like the stars in the sky
Gone, yeah she is gone
Look carefully there's trace of her in these eyes
That kind of pain stays deep inside
Ain't it something how nobody else can ever really
Know what it's like
Was it all a dream
I'm somebody different now
Scarring memories
The details difficult to recall
Trying to believe the dark's behind me
And I'll stay strong
Because the girl that I was is gone
The girl that I was is gone
The girl that I was is gone
The girl that I was is gone