What I Wanted

[Verse 1]
Your hands holding down my neck
Run me around 'til I forget
Thought I was good, ready and set
Disappearing truth from everything you said

[Verse 2]
I ended up at your old place
Since you left, nothing's changed
Just seeing the door to your old room
Made me feel way worse than I needed it to

[Chorus]
I don't know what I wanted
I don't know what I wanted
I don't know what I wanted
I was too gone when I started

[Verse 3]
No one speaks the way you do
It's the same old shit, nothing new
Everyone I've been sleeping with is wrong
Empty under sheets with someone who doesn't belong

[Verse 4]
And I feel pressure to get away
Everyone just settles in this space
And there's so much more that I could do
Than fucking around staring down at my dirty shoes

[Chorus]
I don't know what I wanted
I don't know what I wanted
I don't know what I wanted
I was too gone when I started

I don't know what I wanted
I don't know what I wanted
I don't know what I wanted
I was too gone when I started