Never Return

I said oh my lord
You take apart the best of me
And what I found
Is lately you're my everything
I can't do this again I told you
Remember all the lonely nights
Pretending I ain't want to hold you
Surrendered in your line of sight
And if I ever seem distant
I'm only guarding what I got
From giving out to all the tension
We listen
To songs that
You mention
For ages
I prayed this
Would end up my life
And lately
You're changing
The way that I'm wired
But how can
I tell apart
A dream from real life
There's no way
I won't say
I'm ever too tired
The window pane I left it open
To feel the breezes through the night
A simple change is all I'm hoping
To know or feel a sort of type
A castle built upon a moat and
The tower sitting on the side
The value always is unspoken
When all the world is out of sight
You're checking boxes like you know me
But better yet need you to show me
So hear me out in the dead of night
The wind is down and the weather's right
So Anakin I'm feeling chosen
The damages forever frozen
And teary eyed as I let it cry
This fear we got if we let it die
For ages
I prayed this
Would end up my life
And lately
You're changing
The way that I'm wired
But how can
I tell apart
A dream from real life
There's no way
I won't say I'm ever too tired
These roads know my pain
And this wheel knows my troubles
The pedals are how we converse
So subtle the turns that direct us to paradise
What if we never return
Am I just a fool who got way too ahead of him
What if it's wrong from the start
I like how you do mark the days in my schedule
Pray that we don't end apart