Games

I have a sense that you are not what I've seen
The taste I got of you, it sealed where I would bleed
With such a fragile state of mind and no plans
I guess I'll follow you into your wasteland
And it is something new in every single way
I'm saying things that I never thought I'd say
You've seen the fire in me but I can't find your flame
I'm blind thanks to you and your sick game

In the time I can see just what you are it's just too late 'cause I'm in too far
It suddenly changed how I felt and now I felt trapped and I had no help
It's kind of insane just what you can say but then take back 'cause you don't like the taste
And you're not what I made you out to be

You lead me on
You taped my mouth
Restricted me from inside out
You held me down and forced every last breath
Until you had your fill and you disposed of me like trash
Disgusted by the way that I am
You tricked me to make me think that what we had
Was something more than your sick plan

I felt so deranged but it was so strange
The taste I had of you, it gave me bliss
And it's a brand new taste, like fortune without fame
And I felt so at home but so away
And then I saw through
And saw evil in you
I saw the devil's eyes
Heard politician's lies
There's something strange that I get when I'm with you
It's like a woodpecker gnawing at my skull
You're not what I need

I want you to know
From the bottom of my heart
I'm glad we went separate ways and it's here I'll stay
'Cause I'm a human being
I'm frail but I can think
And I can't see your face
When I close my eyes I'm at peace

With bad intentions you paralyzed my mind into wanting you to be mine
But whatever you liked in me you wanted to keep

You liked what I could do
You liked what I could say
You liked what came with me
But nothing in my brain
You used me like a doll
And then you ran away
But I'm glad you're gone
'Cause it stopped the game

Now you're gonna move on
To the next game with someone else's gun
I can't seem to stop you
But I can make you feel
Everything I felt
Without the gun it's real