No End

Got this fear deep inside of me terrified I'ma let me down
And my mind wont let me forget I'll never wear that crown
Everything I've ever touched has only fallen apart
Makes it hard to trust myself and follow my heart
But I ain't layin to rest till I test this out
No end without a start
Cant say I truly know this should be my path
Always felt it in my soul but I'm good at math
Hundred thousand songs downloaded daily
Askin artist to collab they just say you gotta pay me
Is the cost worth the price of admission?
Bro we all got flaws, I'm just willin to admit it
Put it all in these songs, post it hope that you click it
If not I move along, you don't know what you're missin
Know I have the talent, can I handle all the madness?
My mind's already damaged thats official
Can I defend the attack when I tell myself I'm trash
Can I keep playin till I hear the whistle?
Got this fear deep inside of me terrified I'ma let me down ( odds are all against me, how'm I supposed to make this happen?)
And my mind wont let me forget I'll never wear that crown ( talent ain't enough cuz you know your boy is snappin')
Everything I've ever touched has only fallen apart
Makes it hard to trust myself and follow my heart
But I ain't layin to rest till I test this out
No end without a start
What wont happen I wont grow to be 80
Layin in bed thinkin if only and maybe
Filled with regret, bro you know you're amazing
Howd you get in your own head your life was totally wasted!
Nah, I'll make it happen or I wont
Dive right in THEN learn to float
Got a magical pen, just need the flow
Your boys at it again, you see the growth
Know I have the talent, can I handle all the madness?
My mind's already damaged thats official
Can I defend the attack when I tell myself I'm trash
Can I keep playin till I hear the whistle?
Got this fear deep inside of me terrified I'ma let me down ( odds are all against me, how'm I supposed to make this happen?)
And my mind wont let me forget I'll never wear that crown ( talent ain't enough cuz you know your boy is snappin')
Everything I've ever touched has only fallen apart
Makes it hard to trust myself and follow my heart
But I ain't layin to rest till I test this out
No end without a start