Wait for Death

[Verse 1: Turncoat Dirty]
Another day over (Another day over)
Another tap on the shoulder while these things get closer
Another day older (Another day older)
See the ghosts in my past who I know need closure
Probably won't end well (Probably won't end well)
All the dirt that I've been doing finally catching up to me
Hit the chronic and I inhale (Chronic and I inhale)
Wonder who is gonna do it, grab the weapon, start shooting
But I won't be no victim because I've been living my life just like a villain
Been ripe for the killing, for anybody in my life that might be willing
And I know that it's only a matter of time before my reckoning
Screams for my demise have been getting louder and it's deafening

[Bridge 1: Turncoat Dirty]
And I can feel it (And I can feel it)
Coming in the air tonight, yeah I can see it (I can see it)
Been waiting for it all my life
The reaper creeping (The reaper creeping)
I probably should be terrified, a deeper meaning (Deeper meaning)
But why should I be scared to die?

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
It's time for a change in the way you're thinking
It's time to make room, push it aside
This mind and this heart thinking of these feelings
There's no way this can be right
Can someone, something out there make me feel again
I highly doubt it
If no one, nothing can make me feel then I'm giving in
I'll live without it

[Verse 2: Turncoat Dirty]
Hoping for the quick death (Hoping for the quick death)
I don't wanna see it coming, hear the shot and then nothing
Gone with a quickness (Get gone with a quickness)
One final breath and then the heart'll stop pumping
Shoulda tied up loose ends (Should have tied up loose ends)
Shoulda put a fucking bullet in 'em send 'em to the cemetery
That's how you lose friends (That's how you lose friends)
In a world of "coulda beens" but that shit is only temporary
We are the villains because we've been living our life just like the victim
Enemies we picked 'em, coulda been homies but then humanity kicked in
One hand extended while the other grips a Smith & Wesson
Life is an agenda we done question, death it is the lesson

[Bridge 2: Turncoat Dirty]
And I can feel it (And I can feel it)
Coming in the air tonight, yeah I can see it (I can see it)
Been waiting for it most my life
The reaper creeping (The reaper creeping)
I probably should be terrified, a deeper meaning (Deeper meaning)
But why should I be scared to die?

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
It's time for a change in the way you're thinking
It's time to make room, push it aside
This mind and this heart thinking of these feelings
There's no way this can be right
Can someone, something out there make me feel again
I highly doubt it
If no one, nothing can make me feel then I'm giving in
I'll live without it