A Beautiful Death

[Verse 1]
Blood under the fingernails, a penny for my sins
Kiss and toss it in the wishing well, now this is how it ends
Should've known when she licked her lips
That I would never make it out alive
I could feel the evil in her fingertips
There ain't no way I will survive
A freak bitch and a pagan witch
All tatted up with a pentagram
Said to me, "I'ma savor this"
And then the shit really hit the fan
Lights out, knife out, I'm in the dark
With a blade runnin' down my throat
Pressed down, put it straight to my heart
Now I'm thinkin' that is all she wrote
And I seen my life passing before my еyes
About to die between hеr thighs
Think I should be mortified
But honestly I can't decide
This ain't how I figured it would end for me
Balls deep in a lunatic
Or maybe I am fuckin' with an entity
And should've brought me a crucifix

[Chorus]
Is it real or my imagination?
Could it be murder or deadly infatuation?
Either way my heart and mind are fuckin' racing
Tell me how I end up in these situations
She might try to kill then send me straight to hell
But I love the way it feel because she do it well
Now the freak is off the leash and I have been condemned
I think that we gon' need a priest no matter how this end

[Verse 2]
Blood inside my mouth, temptation put me in this hell
Was it passion or asphyxiation, I will never tell
Should've known when she looked at me
That I was lookin' in the eyes of a crazy chick
It's messed up but it look to be
That I'm 'bout to fuckin' die by this crazy bitch
She grinnin' like a Cheshire Cat
With a knife to my neck and her claws in me
Intent how you measure that
I can't explain all the stress this causing me
Reached up and I grabbed her throat
Then she leaned into it when I started to choke
We all in now, I'ma go for broke
And if I go out fuckin' I want all the smoke
She moanin' and I'm squeezin'
Lay here, wait for my demise
All that moanin' went to screamin'
Felt somethin' I can't describe
I died a little bit on that night
And I don't feel no fuckin' shame
To say that little bitch changed my life
And I will never be the same, thank you

[Chorus]
Is it real or my imagination?
Could it be murder or deadly infatuation?
Either way my heart and mind are fuckin' racing
Tell me how I end up in these situations
She might try to kill then send me straight to hell
But I love the way it feel because she do it well
Now the freak is off the leash and I have been condemned
I think that we gon' need a priest no matter how this end