Struggler

They won't go away
I don't think I've seem 'em blink at all
They all know my name and they're waiting for me to fall
On my face as I attempt to have my tiny little life
They wait in the wings and I don't know why. I'm not sure why

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day

I used to be thin
I used to look good with a guitar
You're always alone when you don't know who you are
And if the slightest shove can shatter, crush and vaporize your bones, how do they expect you to deal with stones?

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day

And I'm not gonna change
Not gonna change
And I'm not gonna change
Not gonna change
I'm always gonna be here
I'm always gonna be here
All day

I'm not gonna change
Not gonna change
I wish that I could change but I'm not gonna change
I'm always gonna be here
I'm always gonna be here
All day

I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day and get sent home
I don't wanna go outside
'Cause I might have a terrible day