Needle

So you, Reckon I concede my thoughts to all the demons that
Haunt me, search me, curse me, and desert me
You think you deserve me baby
No you don’t you’re way too worthy
Pause, let me run it back
For too long I’ve been under attack
I may need a stress reliever
Take a needle, then you can’t see her
Hide under your mask to avoid another task
As I find a way against the grain to venture through your vein
Lapse of judgement, breaks thе skin
This ain’t the needle it’s the knifе within

Let me be your open door
I can make the pain no more
I’ll make you stronger, make you fight again
No I can’t deal
Not anymore
I’m sorry, no longing for the high no more

Lock me in a cage to dissect my rage
Put me in my place to show me I’m a disgrace
Give me justice, give me fines
Leave me nothing, even inside
Finally recovering from the demons in my mind
Torture, that’s all that’s real
Kosher, how does that feel
We struggle to combine the present with a past demise
Feel the reaction, watch me unwind
Just a distraction from the bitterness of life

Let me be your open door
I can make the pain no more
I’ll make you stronger, make you fight again
No I can’t deal
Not anymore
I’m sorry, no longing for the high no more

Throw away the hope I’m never getting out of this
Tighten up the grasp choke it with the slit wrists
Quit the worries I’ll be fine
I just need a little more time
Sweat it, I can’t release
Bend it, just a little more please
Give me fluids, make me bleed
Help me lose reality
Losing my demons, Something feels right
No more grieving, No more life
No more life
No more life
No more life
No more life

Give the needle to me
Give the needle a man to be sent to the grave
The needle, The prey
No more room left within my own vein
Relinquish my truths
Step up and deliver my eternal doom
I can’t see you, I can’t hear you
I can’t feel you, I’m not in control anymore
In the lord’s name, Jesus Christ
Help me, I’m going to die