Tell Me

Tell me why I feel like murdering
Her, committing a murder scene
Maybe cuz all time's she tried to murder me
Gave me some murder dreams
I've tried to desert you, and the sperm you already gave birth to
Has turned you to what you prefer to
You're sin but it's her you revert to
When I'm alone in my turf you
Gave me curfew, won't return unless if I'm gone murder you
I know life is hard alone
Lonely nights get out of control
Cold sight made my screen froze
Her bites leave me with a bleeding whole
I'm set with a scent that torments my flesh till I breathe no more
Why am I leaving for cuz I'm seeking more for my sinking soul
This isn't for the kid who is in the corner tryna find some friends
Or the sinner who keeps sinning again
This is for the one who is writing this
Goes to therapy while she's with the kids
And the therapist says to leave the bitch
She made him addicted so he can't live without her and them
He doesn't wanna give in again
I'm having no more feeling for her
Wanting hanged necks on her porch, medieval source
I ain't gone bread no more if I'm gone be dealing with the devil's horns
I am indebted to the Lord so why am I not giving Him any credit for
I should be arrested for betting on my soul, thinking I won't go
If they relate then that's great
If they can change then the same
Gimme a break I don't make
Music so people can say
It's cuz of me that they can see another day
But if you do then let's take
A moment of silence for taste
Okay lemme get back to my case
Tryna close it but I'm finding more change
I can't combine love with hate
I'll make a lot more mistakes
Tryna recite what God made
With Christ, I can do anything
With God, I can do what I can't
I can move mountains with faith
I can be unbound but I stay with the pain in my brain
Hearing her voice makes me shake
Seeing the choice I can take makes me stupid if I decide to turn away
They choosing sides like they know her
Who am I to control her
Tryna control me like she controls earth
Stupid suckers making lies about her
I got my own cry, sometimes I can't see through both eyes
Sometimes I feel like my hope lies
But I'll give Him a chance till I'm all out of time.
We worry too much
On things, we don't know of
We question who we are
And where we came from
I gotta stop giving in, climb to the top, just to win
I get up to fall on my face to ascend
Mind always lost and afraid, could've prevented the pain
What's the cost to contain the money I need
Find what I want not something that will leave my life drained
I'll find someone who'll support not complain
Show me your fake and I'll spit in your face
I'll putchu to freeze in the rain
I never stood in one place
She never got the opportunity to run over my faith
She always told me to hate
She brings nuttin new to me but I'm over her brain
Hoovering cuz I ain't plain
My engine's running, I'm bout to take off from her lane
Strap yourself I'm bout to gain height, if you ain't ready you'll leave
She wants my head on her caller
Demon-possessed Imma slaughter
Her till my freedom's like water
My throat is dry like her honor
Deal with her stress, you a goner
I got automatics
Won't stop when she panics
I'll burn this satanic with lyrics volcanically biased
Keep pushing this dragon he'll burn down the place, it'll turn out okay
I'm getting sick and tired of people telling me
I'm not living my life correctly
I'm just chasing something that will make me happy
That will can't sit In the back seat mentally
But I'm faced opinions
I can't give a Fuck how you feel about my visions
My collisions, my position to defend my wishes
I know I might look like a pothead
But it's cuz I haven't had proper rest
Sleeping 8 hr's, feels like I didn't
If I didn't have a dream then forget it
I talk to no one else when I'm rapping
Just her, myself, and I but the mirror's deadly
I sit down and begin listening
Cus I ask myself questions
SO TELL ME
We worry too much
On things, we don't know of
We question who we are
And where we came from