Plead the Fifth
If I plead the fifth Im on my own
This won't end so quick but it'll go
So slow
Pleading to get out in time
Helpless mind running reckless, about to wreck my mind
All the stress is affecting how I defend my line
Cuz if there's no one there to protect it, how can I survive
All the time I run breathless with my head not on right
Been so careless cause I don't care about their advice
I know Christ is alive but I didn't go for life
I went for my father cause she never was on my side
Trying to buy me with money but money can't buy my mind
Barely bought me clothes, for years I've been wearing the same ties
In this life, children are forced to choose between two sides
Their mother and father and it doesn't bother me so I'm alright
Well that's a lie, it gave me trauma see, look in my eyes
I'm hiding all the pain, don't go away cuz I am kind
I try to stay positive, but when I write
I'm letting go of so much pain that comes back most of the time
This ain't a lie
If I plead the fifth i'm on my own
This won't end so quick but it'll go
So slow, I can't predict how long till it chokes
I need to forgive but it's hard to let go
If I plead the fifth
Yes, He is my stepping stone
But recently I got off it and now I'm on these other stones
They quickly broke, I can go broke off I don't take it slow
But my discipline won't let me so I'm dealing with the cold
Had several strokes, repair my soul, my pedal's slow and dull
I scared myself but compare myself to you, I know my goal
I keep my head up, it's rare when doubt in me takes control
I keep running, then looked back, ended up hitting a pole
That's what I get for looking back, revenge is ten fold
I recommend you get me of this rope and then go
Leave me here so I can die but you prolly won't
Sleep in fear that I'll awake one day and be alone
No one's picking up their phone
I hear You but can't see You tho
They say never give up on your dreams but that's just for show
They come back to change my mind, I guess they didn't get the memo
They want me to quit but I ain't letting go of my pencil
My therapist is gentle
If I plead the fifth i'm on my own
This won't end so quick but it'll go
So slow, I can't predict how long till it chokes
I need to forgive but it's hard to let go
I'm still in disaster leaving how I did, I know I don't care as much as how I did
I prayed cuz you heard me, well I know you did, I just need someone to say it'll be ok
If I plead the fifth i'm on my own
This won't end so quick but it'll go
So slow, I can't predict how long till it chokes
I need to forgive but it's hard to let go
If I plead the fifth