Lonely Path

Some adults want to be kids so bad they turn into a hypocrite
Cause they judge this generation while they live in it
And to be honest this is how they wanna act
Got some parts I have I wish I can return back
Got obsessions that grew but doesn't pass
This means I've been liking it for a while but I'm sick of it leading me to a lonely path
One man strongly disagreed with the belief I have
Being able to live off the dream I have, some believe that to live you should be have a curtain major
A type of job that tells you, you shouldn't go past
The limitations they put on you, you look like what you shouldn't do
People are quitters after they see how hard it's to pursue the open door in your face
But giving up is what they choose and I refuse
Letting them go without motivation
Your stuck with the hesitation on facing fear face to face but it's on rotation
You say it's not a negotiation, I understand your frustration
But giving up on this means giving up on other situations
I know for everyone there's salvation but not everyone will make it
Redo your whole application and still see some walking away
It's tedious trying make'em, they're the easiest to walk away from
But if I do that they'll come saying I betrayed'em
Teens wanna be grown but that's an act
When your too far from home you try and race back
They try to do it on their own but they lack the reason why they wanna have their same mask
Some lose their way and it's hard to trace back
Having a grudge makes you want some pay back to be happy enough
But your mind comes to fade back, to reality, almost nothing you can take back
You won't see what I'm seeing, believe what I'm believing
Breath what I'm breathing, dream what I'm dreaming
Sing how I'm singing, think how I'm thinking
Feel what I'm feeling and I'm not the same human being
That looks like he's naive and depends on friends and family
To achieve something I can reach with God and me
There's no apologies with how I'm rapping

Lonely, this path gets lonely, we turn impassive
Slowly we turn restless, slowly we turn careless
From the sound of things I might have to leave
Your gonna have to act like you never knew me
You prove me wrong everyday that this path will become lonely

I bet some people wanna be there for you, care for you
But never show up next to you or contact you
Then they act like a fool and embarrass you when you tell the truth
And you can't bare to open up when they swear to you
That they'll never leave after you're stood up while assuming you were ever seen
People don't look as they seem, they'll be there when they wanna be
So cold you ask if they bleed after they play the victim to make a scene
Apprehensive to the people they first meet
There's self-interest in his action, selfish with a passion and cry when we catch'em
It's better to hit even if you miss cause you wanna be known as the person who never quits
They kinda hate your wins but it doesn't matter does it?
Carrying negativity can be fatal, gotta create my legacy without betrayal
Diminish the image of the unfaithful, liars who act nice and give me fake love
You played dumb, go back where you came from
Eliminate some friends and see them treat you as a scum
Refrain from fights just cause it's a waist of time
Some of you might like a punch to the face of mine
No benefits, you might miss benefits to end this
But I made you separate from my intelligence
It was no accident, don't call it quits cause I'm not finished yet
Still a few more hits, stay attention to this lyricist he's still stuck in
We try to make money but not for love, I do it to make a difference, not for your drama
To make a better life than you were raised to make
Wile I follow God and not have nights when I lay awake
And think if I'll be saved again from my mistakes
Having nightmares when death decides to come and chase me down
Cause I'm on a mission to become great
While running fades cause my lyrics comes too close to the face
You're not intimidating, you can't here any hesitation in my voice
So let me get back to my assassinations, these pile of haters
They ride with fakers and side with traders
They berate when we start to chase what we favor
Rather than change for the better and be Hall Of Famers
Successful players who would be known to be ankle breakers
But they'll rather be down my neck patiently waiting for me
To get exposed but I do it myself anyways

Lonely, this path gets lonely, we turn impassive
Slowly we turn restless, slowly we turn careless
From the sound of things I might have to leave
Your gonna have to act like you never knew me
You prove me wrong everyday that this path will become lonely