​metallurgy

[Verse 1]
Nothing left for me to say
So let's go our separate ways
I'll still think about you every day
I'll still think about you every--

[Chorus]
Even though you messed me up
Turned my brain to mush
Somehow I miss the pain and fighting
Even though the love is gone
And I'm moving on
I'm looking backwards through tinted glass
Even though scars haven't healed
Wounds reopen when I let people close
Now after everything I miss you most
I was your toy and you molded me so
You molded me so

[Verse 2]
Being loved is worse than bеing alone
I need to suffer I need to atone
Lay down my wrists at thе foot of your throne
I am a cancer just crush all my--

[Chorus]
Even though you ruined me
And vanquished my steed
Being your victim is all I needed
Though you ripped out my heart
And tore it apart
Growing it back is so disconcerting
And though bruises still weep
I don't understand why you won't hurt me
I need to tremble in fear while I sleep
That what was pushed me to look up and reach

[Verse 3]
What is a person whose not made to bleed?
Is that truly a person that I'm meant to be?
Aren't I garbage? That's what you told me
Stop being nice to me, stop it, stop--

[Chorus]
Even though you messed me up
Turned my brain to mush
Somehow I miss the pain and fighting
Even though the love is gone
And I'm moving on
I'm looking backwards through tinted glass
Even though scars haven't healed
Wounds reopen when I let people close
Now after everything I miss you most
I was your toy and you molded me so