Say Goodbye

How am I supposed to feel?
You strike at my achilles heel
With everything that's wrong I can't make right
If I wait another hundred years
The whispers set against the tears
I'm never gonna be that shining knight

I find it hard to be down in this hole
Now I find myself walking down a hard road

If I can't say it, if I can't say goodbye
If I can't say it, if I can't say goodbye
I know you never will

Now I'm waiting for that setting sun
To burn me down the day I'm done
And spread my ashes out along the beach
But I find these days are pretty long
This war with you goes on and on
And I love you as I'm lying through my teeth

I find it hard to be up on this wall
Now I find myself trying to make a hard call

If I can't say it, if I can't say goodbye
If I can't say it, if I can't say goodbye
I know you never will
And twenty years of hell will rain down upon us like frogs upon the pharaohs
I have to say goodbye
I have to say goodbye goodbye