For Her

Always thinking bout you fuck im always thinking bout you
Everyday i act out scenes or see your name thats too cliche!
Meant you before 17 so why is you still in my head
We never locked while holding hands I always felt
I was that friend that get no play but he just stay
And yes i wouldve been okay i fucked it up
You went away these last four years went
Hella fast yet everyday I thought about you
Many nights I cried about you
Was a virgin waiting on you think of adolescent Cole
I'm hoping I make you regret that from you I didn't a chance!
Been upset plus too obsessed over stupid shit that you did!
Honestly you chose the scrub!
Left the starter on the bench!
We both got a loser stench!
Women do the dumbest shit!

Holding on just means I failed so hopefully
You fucking hear me throw my feelings down this well!
Used to lay up in my room and it felt like the sun was there!
Aura of a millionaire or presence of a thousand stairs long story short
Jazmine all that I could do was stare!
So I ask you what the fuck!
Plus should ask you why the fuck i replay scenes
And memories have fruitless dreams that makes me scream!
I saw a wedding ring!
And your face vividly!
Now i know im crazy cause that will never happen of your ship
I wont be captain
Just wanna ease the static
Gotta ease my madness
Wish i could replay these years to ensure you aint happen
Now I'm looking in this mirror
Standing here and asking?