Falling up Freestyle
(Verse 1)
Alright I finally found the light at the end of the tunnel
Finally remembered who I was, and forgot to be humble
I learned that people only love you, when everyone love you
I took the power back to live exactly how I want to
Every body switched up on me when they thought I switched the flow up
no crying over spilled milk nigga jus mop the floor up
Labels wouldn’t cut me the check so I put the dough up
I Built this shit my self I’m bout to put the last door up
Last tape about depression that’s what I was going thru
I don’t think y’all really know how close I was to going through
Wit a daughter on the way, and had to dine and dash for food
And knowing Lani losing faith, this shit is gon be over soon, fuck
And then I’m falling out wit all my dawgs
Brotthers falling out left and right like its Vietnman
Starting to look in the mirror
Maybe it’s me that’s wrong
But all I ever did was try to put my people on
Jay used to try to warn but I never listed
My girlfriend was pregnant and I had a pill addiction
No Hard feelings era, kept searching for the feeling
I was stuck In the past, kept Tryna reinvent it
189 bridge street condo full of bitches
My most successful enemies couldn’t tell what this is
I had all the people wit me I grew up wit
But niggas I grew up wit
Treated me like I blew up quick
But I didn’t have no patience for the fuck shit
From people that I stuck wit
Cause I been through enough shit
You can’t want it for niggas they gotta want it more
Cause wanting it for them might end up just costing you yours
I ain’t been myself since I was 22
Swear the crib was so big you’d get lost in it too
In my city I hit every girl I ever wanted
On the up and coming everybody fronting on us
No support from my city built up a lot of anger
That’s the reason I treated everybody like a stranger
and niggas praying for your downfall
Cause they got it twisted thinking your success is their failure
So everybody rooting against you
But they don't know the half of shit u done went thru
Roc Nation deal you dreamed about sort of just fell thru
And everything falling apart starting to fuck wit your mental
Let me tell you
Imagine being the one that took it the farthest
Then ending back where you started
Buzz dying down
And that’s what hits you the hardest
Hometown legend so everywhere you a target
They kick you when you down but they don’t know where your heart is
I’m built Ford tough
I ain’t stopping till my name filling billboards up
Till my niggas hit the road and fill dem Fillmore up
Don’t u ever let em come around and steal your luck
I’m just glad we made it thru
If u been thru what id been thru you’d turn suicidal too
I just had to make the choice
MF depression bitch I need a rolls Royce
Cause nobody gave a fuck when I was left without a voice
Now I let the money talk it’s louder than my old boy
I found freedom on the other side of fear
I could make champagne from all the tears
We balling up
Thought that I was falling up