We’re Complicated

I'm sure you won't remember me
I'm not the man I used to be
I couldn't even say goodbye
Let me explain the reasons why
(where to look now?)
If I could talk to you today
(get back somehow)
I know exactly what I'd say
(someone to blame)
Yes I was wrong, for what it's worth
(won't be the same)
But it's my last day here on earth
I believe it's in the stars
You and me, we're complicated
I believe it's in the stars always

(blinded by you)
I'm full of hindsight after facts
(it must be soon)
I never tire of looking back
(there are no rules)
My expectations always rise
(I won't be cruel)
Just at the point that all hope dies

You and me, we're complicated
In the stars my noise abated
I've spent too much time in this world
Understand I'm not in your world
If I thought just for a second
I could have some life injected
Picture me on open highway
Driving through the night ‘til the day
I'll be back onto your level
Don't believe I am the devil
If you will not break my fall, deny it all

I can't survive here on my own (so powerful)
I think I should be getting home
(lesson for me)
You couldn't even break my heart
(religiously)
I'd need to have one for a start